the god i am worship:

should i hate him keep on?isn't it i'm do wrong it?although love each other ever,but he betray us promise is become a fact,i hate myself to trust that stupid promise,i am regret it..Though i am blessing he on surface,but my heart is not allowed...how to do i should?It is obviously,i cannot turn back,i have been fell in love...The only thing i can do is guarding us promise alone...He is leaving me at three month ago,till now i also cannot forgot him,i am useless=(

I would definitely nasty my rival in love,it is inevitable!!!